Monday, April 20, 2009

I could sleep forever these days cause in my dreams I see you

You and Josh and logan can go to hell. Nice huh, thats what my aunt told me she is still mad about all this family fighting which is ridicoulus you know, it makes me crazy. Especially since they are fighting over who deserves my mimi's ashes. It makes me crazy, she isn't going to let my cousins talk to me or josh any more. Its all alittle annoying.
I miss my math class and history class and both teachers don't allow make ups so I am going to fail I am thinking about withdrawing and looking into an online school so i can do school while staying home with Logan it might be easier. I just dunno, I just can't handle not having a sitter last minute it will drive me crazy and it will make me and josh's mom fight some more.
Last night I was bored so i looked on my tv and they have an exercise on demand channel so i did this exercise show and my legs are killing me now!! lol it was crazy.
Me and Josh took Logan to get Amy's ice cream today and we went to this park near our house and my legs were still hurting when he was playing so I couldn't even chase him around. lol But I think it would be a good thing maybe it would help me loose weight has to be doing something write since I am hurting. lol
I have been missing Marie alot lately, movies and songs and stuff just seem to jolt my memory and makes me sad. The other day me and josh watched Lord of the rings and I was remembering watching it with her in High school and I got sad. It still happens after 4 years I wonder if this will be happening in 20 years. I wish it would get a little easier.

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