A falling star atleast I fall alone

I have wanted to keep a blog type thing for a while, I have not been having much luck writing in my actual journal and on myspace there are to many people and sometimes you don't want them to see what you are writing. Especially since I have been wanting another baby and all my friends think having another baby would be stupid for me and josh, but Logan is almost two and I would love for him to have a little sibling, perferably a girl but a boy would not be bad either. I just really want a daughter all the cute little clothes and shoes and hair ties. Boys are adorable but girls have more options. I have pcos so I might not be able to have a baby on my own and thats making me really sad. I just found out my best friend is having a boy I am so happy for her. I wish she lived here in Texas so I could see her and her little baby more. I miss her alot.
School is killing me, I am so ready for summer. I wish it would come faster. I was thinking about taking summer classes but I am not sure since I need the break but If I take summer classes I can get ahead with school and that would be amazing!! lol but I could use a break. Uggggg I am stuck on what to do.
My sleep schedule is all off too, its five am and I am awake and josh is going to be so mad that I never went to sleep. I need to get coffee or red bull or something. lol
We had a really good easter, we went to josh's grandma's and we ate and hunted easter eggs it was cool. Felt like an outcast but that isn't anything new. Here are some pictures of logan on easter.






He had so much fun playing with the confettie eggs.