Wednesday, June 10, 2009

My baby is not a baby anymore

In two days my baby is going to turn two and it makes me want to cry. He is so big and I just miss my little baby that I could hold on my chest and play with his little hands. He is so big that he is to the point where he doesn't want to be held anymore. He is a big boy now.
He already had his birthday party last weekend which was pretty good had a little drama but most of Josh's family was there and that was neat. He got a bunch of presents and was very spoiled. lol The babies kinda fought over the toys but that is to be expected lol since they are the same age. Things have been hard lately I have been having trouble finding a job so I was thinking about helping people out and baby sitting while they work might as well make some money and help people which affordable child care which helps me too.
We painted Logan's room this green color lol its so freaking green but it looks good with his animal themed room that he got for his birthday. I am so ready to move him into a twin bed because he is to small for his toddler bed that he falls out of and sleep on the floor. haha
I have had some drama I am tired of it I don't even talk to these people and still get sucked in their drama. I want to kick him and smack her. I mean if they were really happy with each other than why do they care what I think, or say and I have not said anything so I don't even understand how I got sucked in this. lol
I started my diet and I think its going to kill me. lol I don't like diets and everything but I need to lose some weight. So Lets hope that this works. I am going to go to a gym too so wooo to weight lose. lol
I am still wanting another baby and not having any luck its making me cranky. Alot of my friends are on clommid and my doctor has been talking about putting me on it but it makes people cranky and I don't want to be cranky and grumpy I can do that all my own I don't need medicine to help.
I am going to go do some laundry and finish cleaning house and stuff.

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